Big Wheel Keep On... something

The point of me deciding to keep this blog was two-fold. One, I just wanted some way to keep track of what I was doing, and thereby keeping me accountable to myself. If I have nothing to write here, it's probably because I haven't really accomplished anything. Two, when I haven't really accomplished anything I can still get a little of that sweet sweet dopamine hit by writing a blog post.

I'm writing a blog post.

That's not entirely fair, I've actually been playing in the UE editor daily for long periods and learned how to do a few things I want my game to be able to do. Mostly they're the easy things though, such as swapping textures, tinkering with lights, and playing sounds. There are far more complicated things to study up on.

But I do currently have a small corner of living room with a working television built with a couple of effects. It takes approximately 5 seconds (not hyperbole) to move through the scene, but it is something.

I've also continued to job hunt of course. No bites yet, but I'm hoping. I guess.

The thought I've come back to a few times is, what if I have to actually make these new things work financially as well. That's not a hopeful thought.

I need a job as soon as possible, but I feel like I'm just sitting here, spinning my wheels.