A running start...

...is not a thing here. The clock started ticking yesterday. I spent most of the day and today working on this blog site to document what I'm doing.

Just, no actual doing has been done.

I have a couple of ideas for the physical object I want to build. I'll share more details once I settle on one of them.

I have zero idea for a game or for writing.

It's tempting to open up Unreal and just start messing around, or open up Scrivener and start typing. Sometimes good ideas come out of random play. I'd say, in fact, it's likely that I'll end up doing one, or the other, or both of those things. But for now I want to keep the process organized. I don't want to complete these things just so I can cross them off the list, I want to complete them in a way that I am proud of. Maybe even in a way that I can repeat.

This whole idea, this entire pursuit, comes from a place of upheaval, of radical change in my life, and of my uncertainty of how to process these changes.

I'll be honest, I prefer comfort. I'm not a highly ambitious person in general. If my life were little more than petting animals, eating sushi, reading books, and spending time with family, I would consider it a life well spent.

Sadly the world does not work that way.